Truth is ...

Hi...

I know it's been a while and I've left everyone high and dry for a long time, but there has definately been a lot going on in this girls life. So please forgive my absence, once again, and lets start over.

I see a lot of younger people playing this "Truth is" game on Facebook, so I thought I'd take some time and make this post my own little truth is .. It's been a while, and I think you should get to know the new me.

Annnnnd we're off ....



Truth is...

- I'm back in Michigan for now but not sure if it's for good. I do love it here and I'm comfortable with my surroundings but I'm not sure if it will be my forever home just yet. I am however, very sure that I am disappointed by the lack of snow that we are expierencing. I love me some snow, and once it starts getting cold, I'm overly ready for those delicious white flakes to grace us with their presence. I think I'll cry if it's not a white Christmas this year.

- I've been lacking in inspiration. Everyone goes through their ups and downs, but lately I've just kind of stayed in a down mood. I lost my job in November, so I've been just sitting around the house with nothing to keep my brain occupied. You would think that writing would give me some way to break up the monotony, but I can't seem to bring myself to sit down at the computer and spill my guts out on the screen. Even though it's probably what I need the most. That's where the complications of blogging/writting come into play. How much do you let out? How much of your personal life do you paint onto a page and let all your readers take and judge? So I've been battling with that stress as well. To write or not to write, that is always the question.

- I'm dating again. He has decided that he would rather not be named in my blog for whatever reason, so I'll have to come up with a nickname for him along the way. We've been friends for a long time now and dating's never been this easy. He makes me very happy and it's nice to just have someone to laugh with everyday.

-I miss cooking. I cook dinner at the house for us a lot, but I mean really cooking. I miss school, I miss the feel of a real live working, breathing kitchen. I want to go back, but I know I'll have to start at square one all over again, but maybe that'll just make me better the second time around.

- I've been having a lot of trouble wtih my wrists and hands. So I think I am going to cut this post short just on the fact that my hands are starting to go numb. :( Its not fun in the least.

- I do have some catchup post that I need to write out and I promise to have some new pictures and more fooooooood realted talk when I post again. It does feel very good to be back on here writing my story out again.

Until next time ..

Xo
jay <3